My recent INTEREST!!!

Now i'm interested in a doctrine called 'Aum Shinrikyo' which really acts like terrorists as everybody think , but for them , they'd think it's right. The start of my interest of this doctrine is reading a book called 'Underground' that was written by Haruki Murakami , Japanese novelist who i admire. He wrote from the real incident that has happened in Tokyo. He interviewed the victims from the Tokyo gas attack and also told wat had happened that day [20th Mar 1995]. As i've read, some victims were so furious about wat the perpretrators have done. They couldn't forgive and also cursed them. On the other hand some victims didn't mind. They forgave them although it was so hard. For me, if i were them i couldn't decide wat to do.Furious , curse or forgiving. To be honest i can't decide until today. Thinking in this way--Aum members destroyed other's lives and making wounds in people's hearts......You'll then decide that it was cruel , violent and unforgiveable. But if you thinking in this way--they have right to believe wat they want. Religions or doctrines are so normal for people. This incident is one of their activities that show their loyalty to the leader. So now wat do you think....